I was laying in bed just thinking about what the future may hold. Whoever that lucky guy is, I already love you wherever you are. I think about you often and wish you were more than a figment of my imagination and desire. I ache to hold you in my arms and share life with you. While I have yet to meet you I hope you are out there somewhere and won't remain hidden for long. We've both spent too much of life waiting. I can only expect that when we finally meet that we will know in an instant that is was meant to be. May that day come soon.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Being Alone Sucks
It's strange being in that limbo of between a relationship and what ever is next. It's awkward, upsetting, lonely, and just plain sucks. I never thought of myself as a dependent person, but I have learned I need someone to share life with. The ups, the downs, and all the in between.